You Deserve This (Anger)

Look

I didn’t wanna talk because its not in my heart

But knowing what I know you know you took it too far

Breaking up with me to heal alone that was smart

Until you moved another man into your home for a start

And how you calling me to tell me he wont leave you alone?

Suffocating you wont let you live in peace on your own

And when he does he takes the car and locks you into your home

He’s paying people just to spy on you wherever you flown

But if you had to pick between it would be me over him

Get a grip I couldn’t see it now I finally win

You’re not my problem you’re a little fucking girl for gutter

I hope he gives what you really deserve he’ll make you suffer

I know everything you ever said to me was a lie

You’re not worth a single tear that falls from my eye

I hope he treats you poorly like every other guy

You couldn’t handle something real and so you ran no surprise

All of them cameras fucking with your head

Now behind the eyes you’re dead

Oh the Island killed you now opinions is how you’re fed

I’m convinced you didn’t have a heart before you went on

But it doesn’t take away from what I thought was real was dead wrong

I could never respect any girl that craves a shitty man

Tell me I’m not manly babe I’m manly you just didn’t plan

To meet a guy you knew could give you everything you panicked

Took my world for granted now your world doing titanic

Oh no baby sinking

Someone helping her please I couldn’t do it

Don’t be fooled she doesn’t want the help she’s just involve with screwing

Knowing she can take another space and live rent free

Now its time to pay your debt you bitch and fuck these memories

My bubble burst

I see everything for who you are

Fucking hurt

Now I know exactly who’s the star

I’d prefer

Never hear your name again a fresher start

Was never her

And I’m gassed we know the truth at last

I see your toxic blood and wonder who else it infects

My family you change me all I tried was to protect but really

Telling me you love me for the first time on our last day

Was a sign you didn’t wanna live with me but in my head

You’re master manipulator

Now I know I couldn’t care i’ll never see you later

I’m a pure heart still I cant forgive a traitor

I’m a lion rule the land and your an alligator

Live in dirty water that is where you’re comfortable

I feel bad you never stood a chance at love at all

Life came and dealt you shitty hands and fucking won them all

So its no wonder you’ve been hurting and you’re vulnerable

I understand that hurt people hurt people

And I can do no evil

So even though I’m writing this I still want you to be cool

This fires big enough it doesn’t need me adding diesel

Go get the help you really need if not it could be lethal

I loved you every single day for me those feelings were real

I see the person you can be but you don’t want it heal

You’re living under someone’s thumb and though its dumb that you wont run I know you stay

Coz thats the only way you’ll truly feel

Broke my heart and broke it in a way you know you shouldn’t

Angry is understatement hate is what I’m brewing

So hear me when I say these final words I know you’re viewing

No better human without me your life is ruined

I’m done.