I'm Just As Lost As Everyone Else

You would throw away hope?

Well, it is better for you to die in hope

Than to live in despair

I don't know what to say

Never knew what to tell you

Ran away from my mistakes

In myself I really saw you

I got nothing more to gain

So this time may I be excused

Nothing more to ease the pain

Had you running in my veins

(Had you running through my veins)

Another perfect story

Another tragic ending

I fed myself delusion

Broken down, dissolved and melting

(Yeah I fed myself delusion)

Yeah I fed myself delusion

Never, ever felt so stupid

Yeah I swear this time I'll lose it

Like I lost my shirt from Gucci

I was looking in the mirror

All I saw was some kind of stranger

I've been running around the city

Feeling like I was in danger

I've been paranoid forever

Thinking I was gonna make it

Anything would be much better than perpetual escaping

I've been searching for a purpose for so long I'm going crazy

If I ever see a mirror shine my light I'm gonna break it

24, I'm getting older but I'm still saying the same shit

If I ever get a chance to start it over imma take it

I've been holding on to hope but this time I gotta face it

I'm just as lost as everyone else

Yeah I fed myself delusion

Never, ever felt so stupid

Yeah I swear this time I'll lose it

Like I lost my shirt from Gucci

I was looking in the mirror

All I saw was some kind of stranger

I've been running around the city

Feeling like I was in danger

I've been paranoid forever

(You're going to die soon)