Podium

Knees getting weak

I fall to my knees

Not enough time so don't worry about me

God has a plan

I'll do what I can

Open my arms so don't worry about me

I won't give up

I'm just gonna trust him

Feeling out of luck

When it's said and done

How could I wait for this?

Days I slaved for this

Watching tables flip

Prayed the pain reverse

Made it worse and I became hurt

You were close to me

And this loss it took control of me

Fighting with my thoughts

On what it was and what's supposed to be

Life began to hit

Every time I thought that I made it

In exotic shit and months later I lost all of it

In these vegan seats

Couldn't keep me from the ground beneath

But I could never get attached to

All the things not meant for me

There gotta be more then what I'm seeing

There gotta be more I need a reason

I miss you ever day and every season

Like why the fuck they take you from me

I was just 2 blocks away I replay like I'm changing something

I could make the plans for me and life come and remake it for me

Growing sick thinking of that day

Wish that I could change anything that make it go away

I pray

Knees getting weak

I fall to my knees

Not enough time but don't worry about me

God has a plan

I'll do what I can

Open my arms so don't worry about me

I could feel the changes tight the laces take me any places

Because I got no control right now and feel amazing

Many faces I stay isolated I don't know intentions

And too much points of view make this shit complicated

Who do I call when I have nothing left?

And everyone I love has only seen my best?

And I been locked in way too long

Been years sense we exchanged a text

They think that I'm Hollywood

Somewhere on a private jet but

I been sleeping on a couch for

Moments I don't even get

In the end this all start making sense

All my life been staring through the fence

Watching everyone that's living up their best

Like why the fuck they take you from me

Knees getting weak

I fall to my knees

Not enough time but don't worry about me

God has a plan

I'll do what I can

Open my arms so don't worry about me

I won't give up

I'm just gonna trust him

Feeling out of luck

When it's said and done

Hard for me to take it all in

I gotta take it all in

From places where they're starving

To places where you're targets at least!

Think I know too much and

They might try and off him

And they might try and off him

By then I'd have an army at least