way out

Everything stops and for a moment

I can see right through to somewhere different

Something falls away and in the light of day

I think I see what this place isn't

Was every single time I hurt, and every single lie I heard

Just pointing me to this all along?

And was everything I thought I knew, just nothing but an empty truth?

And nothing ever mattered at all?

I can't stay here, this is not my home

I can't say it, you will never know

I cannot act like I belong in this place

I cannot ignore all the disconnection that I see in your face

We are not the same

But i don't know what I am

So I'll just keep on running away

So I just keep running

I trip up on nothing

And I wanna feel something

This numbness inside me

I can't find what's missing

Won't give up on searching

I know you won't help

You still want me lost

And every single time I hurt me, every single time I bled

That you ignored, built a little wall inside me

Built a little cliff to hang this waterfall

Every single mess you made, every single grain of sand

That slipped right through my hands, you lead me to that

I can't stay here, this is not my home

I can't say it, you will never know

I cannot act like I belong in this place

I cannot ignore all the disconnection that I see in your face

We are not the same

But i don't know what I am

So I'll just keep on running away

I need the dark, loosen oceans inside my heart

And sink, and breathe the salt

I need without

I'm an anchor, so cut me out

I'll drop, I'll fall for you

I think I can see a way out of here

I think I can finally breathe

After all of these years, stuck inside of my fears

And I tried, god I tried so hard

I gave everything I had

I think I can see a way out of here

I think I can see a way out of here