I miss me

LEDs blind me

Yeah, the stigmatism covers up what I wanna see

When I'm looking at your pretty face, yeah, you got me

Wrapped around your little fingers, yeah, my soul was free for the taking

It's like, what did you mean I didn't get it?

Stuck in the past with my obsession

Got a collection of memories

Burn them on the wall for all to see

It's like, what is that smell? My flesh is burning

Stuck in the tide, I see you turning

Fragments of wood sticking out your flesh

The void is leaking from my chest

My friends covered in the dragon's rot

They didn't seem to mind that I was stuck

With the crows above calling out my name

Didn't seem to matter how much I changed

Loved ones passed out in the burning house

Smoke bellowed in lungs, I'm left in doubt

Like, was I the one to start this flame?

Didn't mean to burn out, now nothing remained

The clouds above are looking at me

Filling their guts with my pity

Crying out loud, I'm smothered in shame

Resurrecting the love I called pain

The fragile bodies piled up like logs

Turn back on my problems 'cause know it's a lot

This reality is nothing that I could dream

Guess misery has finally found his peace

I guess the person that I just really miss is me

Yeah, what have I become?

Misery just finds its way to seep into me

I guess it's time to say that I'm done

Every day is suffering so please won't you leave

You only care to know that you've won

Sink into the past to find that memories haunt me

This wasn't something that could be love

Sick of me, sick of us

Yeah, every time I try to

Explain it, I seem to rot

Yeah, fake friends, corrupt

Can't get a grip on myself, fingers are shaking, losing patience

Of me and the place I call home, from the start, I was just alone

Lather myself in drugs to feel nothing 'cause I know it's better then feeling something

'Cause I don't want to feel this anger again from a childhood where I didn't understand

Consequences of being different pushed aside, there was no interest

Of understanding who I could be and who I became

Until I met you, I thought you were everything that I deserve

You brought hell to my mental state, I didn't think it could get worse

Down here in the abyss, I see friends suffering all the same

Burning out our mental trauma from the bones of family ones that lay

When the osulouths come down and change the forms that we try to portray

Distorted figures is what became, no face could recognize the pain

How do we survive when we don't understand the person in front of us?

Disgusted by reflections of everyone that just seem to pass

See, time doesn't wait for now one, so we ignore the issues and drown it out

So, we live in constant agony, fill us to the brim with aching doubt

I guess the person that I just really miss is me

Yeah, what have I become?

Misery just finds its way to seep into me

I guess it's time to say that I'm done

Every day is suffering, so please won't you leave

You only care to know that you've won

Sink into the past to find that memories haunt me

This wasn't something that could be love