Burden

I'm tired of checking the news with a lump in my throat

And I can't remember the last time it snowed

Turning thirty again in a month or two

Play sad songs enough, they start coming true

I'm tired of making it seem like I'm doing alright

Tired of making a scene under fluorescent lights

Got you worried again 'cause you heard what I said

If I spiral enough, I'll feel still in my bed

Am I just a burden? It's okay if I am

'Cause it's not your problem, and I would understand it

If it's too much, if it's too dark

I gave you a warning

Ooh, I'm a burden

We've danced around it enough, I keep stepping on you

And I'm finding a million new shades of blue

You've been taking the heat, but you stay so cool

Don't want all these sad songs to remind me of you

Is it all in my head?

Can you tell me the truth?

Am I just a burden? It's okay if I am

Okay if I am

'Cause it's not your problem, and I would understand it

I would understand

If it's too much, if it's too dark

I gave you a warning

I gave you a warning

Ooh, I'm a burden

I get lonely in the worst way

I'm a rain cloud on your birthday

I'm the problem, I'm the worst case

I'm a nightmare on a good day

You're always giving

I'm always taking

It's always crisis

It's how I make it

I do all of this to you

Put it all on you

Am I just a burden? It's okay if I am

'Cause it's not your problem, and I would understand it

If I'm too much, if I'm more than you can carry, baby

I gave you a warning

Am I just a burden? It's okay if I am

Okay if I am

'Cause it's not your problem, and I would understand it

I would understand

If it's too much, if it's too dark

I gave you a warning

I gave you a warning

Ooh, I'm a burden

Ooh, I'm a burden