Insane

Oh you look so silly when you scream like that

I leave no patience, your mind went crazy

But I really didn’t think that it would hurt this bad

I see that it’s me the one who’s crazy

And it ain’t just some excuse about disease, my bad

Some big rearranging, you see me changing

I realize you’ll never get that decade back

Wish you could feel the remorse inside me lately

Insane, I was afraid of getting stronger

A big risk to take, what if I break and fall back down

When I close my eyes, I can’t taste it any longer

And you don’t know what that means

I can barely recognize you when you act like

I know you’re thinking, you’re always thinking

And I think everybody wonders why I did you so bad

It was that sweet chocolate sugar covered candy

Insane, I was afraid of getting stronger

A big risk to take, what if I break and fall back down

When I close my eyes, I can’t taste it any longer

And you don’t know what that means to me

I’m insane, I was afraid of getting stronger

A big risk to take, here with my feet back on the ground

If I close my eyes, I can’t taste it any longer

No you don’t know what that means to me

No you don’t know what it means to me

I thought I ruined everything again

That’s what’s going through my brain

And it’s driving me insane