Cruel

Well I tried to keep my cards tight

Played the game from the inside

And never let my walls fall down

Now you've come to find me out

Caught without a clue of what to do

Some say fake it 'til you make it

Well i've made my bed to lay in

Staring up at the ceiling every night

Oh what's the point of sleeping if you haunt me

Even when I close my eyes?

If this is all it is, that's fine

Oh, I will live with it

If you come back time to time

And I'll never say a word

Even when you cross that line

I'm not caught up on you treating me kind

When I know it's cruel

To even keep you on my mind

To even keep you on my mind

To even keep you on my mind

To even keep you on my mind

Find the chase tires you out

To the point you forget why you started running

Well now baby it's been years

And I fear

I'll lose count before I say something

Oh, what's the point in trying

When what's built comes crashing down

And the wanting comes from knowing

It ain't ever working out

And these versions of you

I have racing through my mind

Is just my loneliness calling

For me to call it off

If this is all it is, that's fine

Oh, I will live with it

If you come back time to time

And I'll never say a word

Even when you cross that line

I'm not caught up on you treating me kind

When I know it's cruel

To even keep you on my mind

To even keep you on my mind

To even keep you on my mind

To even keep you on my mind