JANKY moral COMPASS (feat. Samara Cyn & Sydney Leona)

Yeah

Feels like I'm running, yeah, straight towards nothing, yeah

Maybe I've broken my, my moral compass, yeah

When I drive past Poly with no more good mornings, yeah

Gotta pick myself up 'cause I could feel me falling and falling

I ain't know my weight till I had to pick myself up

Till I had to pick myself up

I ain't know my weight till I had to pick myself up

Till I had to pick myself up

I don't know my own strength right, yeah

You get life or you live life, yeah

A pity party on my calendar, yeah

But how the fuck I get an invite? Yeah

I put my demons in the front row, yeah

Whenever something don't sit right, yeah

I could've died in a plane crash

But I got too many missed flights

Please don't wake me up 'cause I barely get sleep as it is

Is my soul up for bid? I been doing shit my Lord might forbid

I'm a skeptic, this all might be rigged

Everybody loses and nobody wins

Everybody's perfect if nobody is

I've been telling myself that the past few years

Big ass hands tryna hold back tears

But who gon' hold me when shit gets serious?

Feels like I'm running, yeah, straight towards nothing, yeah

Maybe I've broken my, my moral compass, yeah

When I drive past Poly with no more good mornings, yeah

Gotta pick myself up 'cause I could feel me falling and falling

I ain't know my weight till I had to pick myself up

Till I had to pick myself up

I ain't know my weight till I had to pick myself up

Till I had to pick myself up

I'm all in a delusion I can't move in, la-dee-da-dee-da

Went to get some help but when they tried, they couldn't lift me up

I'm heavy, heavy, pick yourself up by the bootstraps, baby

I ain't sheddin' no tear, I'm a '90s baby, no pity, I'm petty

I'm fallin' way too deep into this shit

Bangin' that bitch, but the stick don't tick

No more to bore on a night like this

I'm sworn off liquor, just my mind like this

Now fuck, sleep all day, keep your emotions tucked

If they smell fear, then the birds will come

I was sixteen when a **** fucked up

I die for the feel, I live for the rush

Feels like I'm running, yeah, straight towards nothing, yeah

Maybe I've broken my, my moral compass, yeah

When I drive past Poly with no more good mornings, yeah

Gotta pick myself up 'cause I could feel me falling and falling

I ain't know my weight till I had to pick myself up

Till I had to pick myself up

I ain't know my weight till I had to pick myself up

Till I had to pick myself up

Yeah, reminiscin' about Dairy Ave, I was tryna milk it anyway I can

Hate the mirror 'cause it tell me who I really am

I got a different tune, I got a different dance

I'm tryna give a damn, I'm eating out the pot I'm pissing in, kicking cans

I had people stuck around me who can stick to plan

When my eyes closed shut, it's a vision plan

Really, I'm a simple man

I wanna live again

But when your feelings go ghost, what you fillin' in?

You know the silence get loud when you in yo' head

And it keep tellin' me a coffin's a fucking bed

Either way it go, I'm slipping and I'm falling and I can't get up

'Cause when life got real, I was sure who wasn't

Feel like no one love me, I can feel yo' judgment

And my camp ain't workin', I do too much runnin'

Feels like I'm running, yeah, straight towards nothing, yeah

Maybe I've broken my, my moral compass, yeah

When I drive past Poly with no more good mornings, yeah

Gotta pick myself up 'cause I could feel me falling and falling

I ain't know my weight till I had to pick myself up

Till I had to pick myself up

I ain't know my weight till I had to pick myself up

Till I had to pick myself up