I watch videos sometimes

A little help for the eyes

Is it because of my pigment?

How I was conditioned?

I can't form the connection

That let's me take it all in

But let it out

I feel like a cloud that's so grey

But I can't let raindrop out

Everything dry it's so dry

My tongue is dust I can't let out a shout I'm in drought

Does anyone really have

A clue of what to do

When you know your face is wet

But you can't even feel it

How many times do I beg myself

"Darling be true"

Numb to the consequence

Tell me who do I lose do I lose do I lose

So it's the weakness I want

The weakness I choose

I do

I swear

I should water my garden

I should water my garden

I should water my garden

Need to fill up the water can

I should water my garden

Need to fill up the water can

I should water my garden

Need to fill up the water can

I should water my garden

I should water my garden

I should water my garden

Need to fill up the water can

I should water my garden

I should water my garden

I should water my garden

Need to fill up the water can

I should water my garden