Sadness outweighs my life

I drag myself around like a ghost

I've already lost the fight

I am scared 'cause the end is close.

I've lost the passion that pushed me forward, dear God

Show me how to cope

It feels like i'm buried alive

Hanging on to a broken rope!

The light is gone the days are gray

No reason left to try

I scream but silence leads the way

While tears refuse to dry!

If breathing is the easy part

Why do my lungs collapse?

An empty heart turns cold and dark

And crushes in my chest!

Hanging by a thread

Is this an everlasting dream

Has this anxiety become a part of me

Tell me, was I ever real?

The inner conflict of letting go of the pain!

My mind is shaped by insanity

Because with the ache

I fade in endless apathy.

You said you would be waiting for me

But you were acting, kind of strange

Embrace these fleeting moments

Measuring in lightyears

The distance between you and I

Do I still care?

Will I still be there?

Do I still care?

Will I still be there,

Until the sun sets?

Father, place your hand on me

A shield of love so I might see.

I stand within the burning flame

Still whisper softly out your name!