I don't have a home man I barely have a life

Just praying I don't make it through another night

My entire existence I been dead inside

Grab that fucking nine put it to my mind

Blow that shit back

*suicide*

Don't cry at my funeral

Just know my life was fucking beautiful

Stressing biting my nails barely have a cuticle

this may come as news to you But it's triple six till my whole damn body blue

*fuuuck*

Nowhere to go and nothing to feel

Can't think about it cause I know the deal

Try to make milli for my blood spill

Drop a verse duck out and send the bill

Don't wanna talk the cause convo ain't real

*dead*

Leave my family with a grip of that cash

All these bitches hatin cause I had the lasts laugh

Put my body with a wood I know it's gas

Gruesome sight when you hear the nine blast

Don't trip in the end you'll see me ass

Hand full of pills in my drink and then I stir it

Addiction got a hold of me it's how I just prefer it

I really wanna die I know I deserve it I could get in the car and then just swerve it

Alcohol is slowly killin' I'm lonely but it kills the feels

I don't think I should be here anymore It's time to seal the deal

this life I live should not be real I wanna pour another drink and pop another pill

I'm defeated by my desperation zero aspiration

I am bleeding from my wrist and palms and death'll be my destination

(Take me home where I belong)