FISHBOWL

I let the winter turn me into a shell of what I was

Fell so low I didn’t know if I could help myself back up

Rolled around in the dirt and I felt no love

Now I’m looking at a version of myself in the glass

Shaved my head again, baby

Tried to relive my past

And I learned the hard way there’s some things you just can’t get back

Just give me a reason

I’m sick of all this waiting around

Let me dig my teeth into something

I can hold

Yeah something real

I’m tired of all this nothing

I’m tired of being tired

I’m wide awake

Pinch me if I’m dreaming

Dreaming

Dreaming

Hit me hard I love that feeling

Ooh

Ooh

I couldn’t grapple with the fact that things were never great

So I suppressed that catastrophe and landed in a fugue state

When I came to I was reeling

Said I was doing okay

But I might throw a hissy fit if I get stuck out here

In this retro futuristic dystopian nightmare

It’s a fishbowl

Watch me gasp for air

Just give me a reason

I’m sick of all this waiting around

Let me dig my teeth into something

I can hold

Yeah something real

I’m tired of all this nothing

I’m tired of being tired

I’m wide awake

Pinch me if I’m dreaming

Dreaming

Dreaming

Hit me hard I love that feeling

I’d come back a hundred times if you’d have me again

Oh I tried my best to see if I could claw my way back in

Turn your back on me and send me back to where I’ve been

Just give me a reason

Just give me a reason

Just give me a reason

I’m sick of all this waiting around

Let me dig my teeth into something

I can hold

Yeah something real

I’m tired of all this nothing

I’m tired of being tired

I’m wide awake

Pinch me if I’m dreaming

Dreaming

Dreaming

Hit me hard I love that feeling

Ooh (hit me hard I love that feeling)

Ooh (hit me hard I love that feeling)

Ooh (hit me hard I love that feeling)

Ooh