nowhere, usa

I ain't welcome in the world

I stand out in crowds of people

I learned that within my home

When I came back from overseas

I walked every mile alone, but who's overseeing me?

I'm too smart to be forgotten

But I'm too dark to be elite

America!

I'm trying to find

The dream

Trying to find the place I can breathe

Giving 'em what they all need

God bless, god damn, godspeed

Make an honest man out of me

Settle down, make it work out

Somewhere I'm not fighting my doubt

Get a wife, good kids, and a house

They say good job to me

Ex-girlfriend still got my hoodie

What if my music don't make no money?

Still made fire can't take that from me

Nowadays really wanna love myself

I really wanna be accepted

I really want happiness but it don't seem I fit the prerequisites

Nowadays just like

I'm really afraid of this dying shit

What's it take for my mind to shift?

This might not have been my best idea

Came a long way look around but I guess I'm here

(I search, can't find) I must've gone too far from home

(I search, can't find) If you alive then you alone

I search, can't find

I search, can't find

I wish I spoke to my mom more

Hate to think I live through this life and I'll still owe god an encore

Heaven's gates is just facing fate but I lack faith so I don't want more

What do I say when I talk to her?

Do I tell her that I'm really lost and it's the end that I long for

Things go south when I do that shit

Move myself to a place in the middle of the woods like they got 'em in the movies

After I get a little taste of a couple bad bitches sitting in the jacuzzi

Where am I going?

What am I doing?

I told y'all I was only being"H"

Three shots, one ounce to the face

Stumbling through til' I find my place

I'm really afraid of this dying shit

This might not have been my best idea

What's it take for my mind to shift?

Came a long way look around but I guess I'm here

Came a long way look around but I guess I'm here

I must've gone too far from home (I search, can't find)

If you alive then you alone (I search, can't find)

I search, can't find