like,damn

I still look at your smile

Shining through the old photos, been a long time

But oh my oh my

Got me tripping, got me steady on grind

I ain't saying I ain't with it though

But by then I was long gone

Undone

Scars

Got me acting some rough parts

Now I look at it, and I'm like,damn

Did life really get this deep

At this speed?

Or is it me

And I gotta stay on rotation

Like,damn

Did I ever learn to feel free

Or do things if need be

And I gotta stay on rotation like

Like, damn

I just wanna lie by the beach

No one there next to me

And just feel like the world is

A place full of joy

Not only things to atone for

I long for

A day where I'm empty and free

I'm like

And I can feel it weighing on me

And I can feel it weighing on me

And I can feel it weighing on me like,damn

And I can feel it weighing on me

And I can feel it weighing on me

And I can feel it weighing on me like

I still wanna go wild

Dance with the stars hop on those flights

Unplanned, untimed

Wanna go and see the world through my own eyes

I ain't saying I won't hesitate

I'm a girl

In a world

That doesn't let us breathe free

Or think free

If I only learned how to sit still like,damn

Did I give up this easy?

Did I let things dissuade me

Did my mom never really teach me

Like,damn

Are my duties weighing on me

I know one day I'll be

Where she is but for now, I ain't gotta worry damn

I just wanna lie by the beach

No one there next to me

And just feel like the world is

A place full of joy

Not only things to atone for

I long for

A day where I'm empty and free

I'm like

And I can feel it weighing on me

And I can feel it weighing on me

And I can feel it weighing on me like,damn

And I can feel it weighing on me

And I can feel it weighing on me

And I can feel it weighing on me like,