Baby Jay

Always had to run away

What a shame

That it had to end this way

And this tears that I mixed with my liquor

It always made me feel much sicker

Oh what a shame

That it had to end this way

Fucked up, messed up

Can’t take another blow

Messy, anxiety

I’m at my all time low

My ego’s hurt

I hope you’re happy tho

So insecure

No time for self control

Ding ding

That’s the sound of my phone again

They say “Val did you saw?” oh not again

How many fights will I lose till I crack again

How many triggers will it take till I bleed away

He said he never meant to hurt me badly

“But why is everybody your team lately?”

Go ahead and cry about it baby

(You got me feeling like I’m crazy)

And these tears that I mixed with my liquor

I’m staring to feel so much slicker

What a shame I know that you are bitter

Keep me up all night I feel much thicker

You’re so

Fucked up, messed up

Can’t take another blow

Messy, anxiety

And at your all time low

Your ego’s hurt

I hope you’re happy tho

So insecure

No time for self control

Came again tonight

Under my skin through my veins

Up into my heart

Rooting in my old pain

Poising my blood

Through my body infecting my brain

Smattering my mind

Like a corrupt dog, untamed