control

So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned

Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned

A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones

Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed

Some days I feel so much disservice I should be disowned

I guess I’ve been taking Too many things in my control

Too much of a load, I just wanna break the mold

It’s an endless cycle It's not something I condone

Sometimes it’s when I make a track I feel like I’m the one

Didn’t like the last song that I made, like what could I have done?

Always chasing greatness but it’s always on the run

I only focus on weakness it’s taking out the fun

This is just an exercise for skills I’m tryna hone

I wasted so much time overthinking, I must atone

I don’t expect to make a hit of everything I wrote

Like how Every plant I try to grow just starts to decompose

Honestly it sounds appealing doing what I’m told

I can’t live that way, I cannot be controlled

I could’ve sold myself for an amount I can’t disclose

Actually it was only like 80 thousand what a joke

Within 2 working years I would end up going broke

I guess I’ll just stay broke, not giving up my hope

I am not a product I swear I won’t break the code

I’m perfectly happy Inside the comfort of my home

I picked up the call the second you had phoned

I promise that I’m sticking To the standards I uphold

I can’t play the victim from the trauma that unfolds

It’s so hard keep my head up I still fold

So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned

Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned

A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones

Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed