制作
出演艺人
Yungboy
表演者
Tanner Sterrett
说唱
作曲和作词
Tanner Sterrett
词曲作者
制作和工程
Tanner Sterrett
制作人
歌词
Some people may not understand me
Sick of walkin around pretending like I'm happy
Feelin like collapsing from all the weight I carried
Remember as a kid it was tough
Never really received the love
They don't realize I tried to avoid this pain
Tried covering it up with alcohol n Mary Jane
Only time I felt sane with the poison in my veins
Momma tell me look at what im doin to myself
But I just wanna be happy life everybody else
They be lookin down at me like I'm a villain
Why talk about it if you ain't here to listen
Only tryna make up for feelings I was missing
If I'm only feeling pain
What's the point in even living
Waking up day to day dealing with the stress
Being in distress
I know I'm a mess
But isn't life just a test?
Gotta learn how to progress
Get over this pain in my chest
Like why am I always so stressed
Took a year to realize all it does is make more depressed
Smoked more n more
Drank more n more
Not healthy for a heart that's already torn
Since the day I was born
My mother always sworn
No matter how long I'm gone
The devil will never take away our bond
When I lost you I was torn apart
Didn't know how to deal with a broken heart
All I wanted was to be in your arms
15 years of shedding tears
Wished you could've taken away my fears
Was beaten left n right
Felt like it was a Normal life
Didn't even know how to properly smile
Wish I had your number to dial
Felt like I was living with crocodiles in the Nile
Just wanted my mother when I was a child
Wanted a different lifestyle
Where I could always smile
I know life is just a trial
I know my father couldn't stick through the stormy weather
Just know momma I love you forever
At times don't know how to put the words together
Written by: Tanner Sterrett
