rose quartz (feat. ameokama) [dream]

Jet planes going the opposite way

Contrails cut the sky, the only trace you left in your wake

Get high, just killing some time

The ceiling softens and fades, a steady stream to get through the night

Can't let you down if you take nothing from me

I know I'll never be the girl you need

Now all that's left is a town split in two

And a cut quartz reminder to love myself as much as you do

It came to me in a dream waking up from surgery

I'm only really as alone as I want to be

From the waterfall to the curtain call, all in all it's been worth it

It's no one's fault but I'm giving up

Cause now I know I can't love you enough for the both of us

In your arms I took my armor off

Turned my volume up, believed I was enough

But just because we were happy once

Don't mean we should get stuck in a life spent wondering

I hope you find someone who can love you better

I know I'm loved cause I feel loved