This Thursday

This Thursday would've been your birthday

Would have told you it would be okay

You knew I lied

But you still smiled anyway

I got high

I remembered the time

You told me life's not always fair

Now I drive by you're not there

The leaves have fallen off the trees so long ago

And it feels like they're not growing back

Lately the night's a darker shade of black

It's been cold at night

I need a fucking blanket

Now I'm flying down the I-five

Ninety-five

High's a kite

Sun's too bright

It's shining in my eyes

I need my boo to hold me tight

Tell me everything's alright

I don't care if it's true

I'm tryna to turn off all the lights

Curl up in a cocoon

Hey I'm tryna go to the moon

Hey I'm tryna go to the moon

Hey girl come with me to the moon

Baby come with me to the moon

This Thursday would've been your birthday

Would've told you it would be okay

You knew I lied

But you still smiled anyway

I got high

I remembered the time

You told me life's not always fair

Now I drive by you're not there

You're not there