stray.

I am lost in this maze

A path unknown

Wandering through the valley made out of fire and smoke

With Every step I take a the weight I carry pushes me down

I am so sick and tired but I must carry one

What have I done what have I done

I need the strength to return home

Father please help me

Give me a sign

All of my efforts are in vain

It seems i've lost all hope

The path I must wander

It scares me

It fucking scares me

The shadows loom

The air thick with dread

And I am wondering

Deeper I delve

Into the abyss

Through the circles of hell

In darkness i linger

Deeper I descend

Into the unknown

Through the circles of hell on my own

All on my own

Crawling through mud and tears

There's blood on my hands

There's blood on my hands

I need to face my fears

There's blood on my hands

There's blood on my hands

The longer I try

The harder it gets

Filling my mind with more regrets

Don't hold me back

I can't stop now

Just wait for me

I will return

I plead and beg for forgiveness

For all of my sins that you had to witness

Hate me

Burn me

Rape me

Kill me

Church bells and choires call for me

I've reached beyond life and death

Wandered through hell and back

Payed back all of my sins

Just to feel again