Disappear to the bathroom stall

I’m on my knees again

That burning in my throat

It wants out

I’m not letting go

Till I’m passed out beneath the stars

Cracked my head on the left side of you car

Blood seeps out

From my head

From my heart

That blood you could have saved

For the rainiest of days

My thoughts will now infect the drains

Instead of my brain

How could I survive?

Been barely scraping by my whole life

This tragedy, this agony

Meets it’s curtain call

Can you believe I lost myself

In a bed that you made

These sheets dipped in droplets of your love

And they’re drenched in mine

Could you satisfy the closure?

Could you be my organ donor?

Please save a life you couldn’t bring yourself to love

My permanence

Forever turned to grey

Sleep beneath your car

To shelter from the rain

And if you drive away before I wake

At least maybe I will feel some pain again

Can you believe I lost myself

In a bed that you made

These sheets dipped in droplets of your love

And they’re drenched in mine

Could you satisfy the closure?

Could you be my organ donor?

Please save a life you couldn’t bring yourself to love

Always keep me in your thoughts

Don’t let the memories fall apart

They’re more fragile than ever now

We can’t make anymore

I’m drowning in this darkness

Never though the end would be so hard

To accept

Face to face with death

Can you believe I lost myself

In a bed that you made

These sheets dipped in droplets of your love

And they’re drenched in mine

Could you satisfy the closure?

Could you be my organ donor?

Please save a life you couldn’t bring yourself..

To love