音乐视频
音乐视频
制作
出演艺人
Jessie Murph
声乐
作曲和作词
Jessie Murph
词曲作者
Abby-Lynn Keen
词曲作者
Oscar Linnander
词曲作者
Warren Felder
词曲作者
Trevor Brown
词曲作者
Beninu Adolemiui
词曲作者
Shondrae Crawford
词曲作者
Radric Delantic Davis
词曲作者
Howard Kaylan
词曲作者
Mark Volman
词曲作者
制作和工程
Oscar Linnander
制作人
Trevor Brown
制作人
Rob Kinelski
混音工程师
Dale Becker
母带工程师
Oak Felder
制作人
歌词
[Verse 1]
I'm from Alabama, I'm 'bout 4'11
I've got a shitty father, and I'd like to go to Heaven
Internally, I'm scrappy but I'm afraid to fight
I prefer to keep my hoops in, so I stay in at night
[Verse 2]
They tell me not to falter, to tell them who I am
But I'm not fucking sure, I know I love shitty men
They normally contribute to the state that I'm in
This place that I'm in, this fucking state that I'm in
Sometimes in the morning, I feel bad when I get up
And I look around my house and I look at all the stuff
I get to feeling guilty and I think about my mom
I'm the first one in my family to see a million bucks
[Chorus]
No
I don't wanna talk about it
I'd rather write my way around it
'Cause I don't wanna talk about it
No
I don't like the way it's sounding
And I don't know no one around here
And I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it
[Verse 3]
I'm not much of a cooker, but I like to make my pasta
I throw it in a pot, and I mix it with the thought of
Losing all I've ever had
Losing all I've ever fought for
And then I get high and I wonder what it's all for
I write songs about my father and the fucked up shit he did
But I take one out the chamber 'cause I'm learning to forgive
I would rather not throw him right up under the bus
Though, I used to wish someday that he'd get hit by that bus
I would like to not be bitter, yeah, and I'd take that back
And I prefer sweet, but still, I take my coffee black
It's 4 in the morning, and I wake up in a sweat
Paranoid that someone's there
It's only ever just the wind
[Chorus]
Oh
I don't wanna talk about it
I wanna write my way around it
But I don't wanna talk about it
No
I don't like the way it sounds
And I don't know no one around here
And I don't wanna talk about it
[Outro]
Somehow, now I'm twenty and I'm trying to figure out
What the hell to do with love and what the hell to do without
I walk in with my head held high, I feel like a tall child
I'll sample Lemonade to make Gucci Mane proud
Written by: Abby-Lynn Keen, Beninu Adolemiui, Howard Kaylan, Jessie Murph, Mark Volman, Oscar Linnander, Radric Delantic Davis, Shondrae Crawford, Trevor Brown, Warren Felder