salt water

It's cold

Pretty fucking cold

It's saltwater Sina

Saltwater?

It's salty

Okay I'm gonna run out of storage so

It's saltwater Sina

It's cold

It's cold

In the saltwater

The waves come and go

And leave my soul slaughtered

Hold me down hope I drown

Before I wake up

Before I get taller

Baby don't bother

Fifth time I witnessed grief

Was the first time I felt the water

I see her in my dreams

With my smile melted on her

She lays in my bed he calls her

Then the hallway turns to an alter

She gets up and leaves unbothered

Nothing I could say could stop her

She looks at me with pity

Like shame what could have been

If only you had it in you

To read the lines in between

I hear them laughing loudly right across in the other room

My dog jumps on the bed he takes her spot and I make him move

Baby it's just me an you (fucking move man)

Forever I'll get you through (move)

We need to move on (that's not your fucking spot)

We need to move on (please Henny just move)

And I don't wanna wake up I feel her here

What if tonight's the last time I could see her

All I'll be left with

All I got is

Ego and my self esteem on the loose

Hollow career people I'm trying to prove

Wrong but they're all gone

They're all gone

And you might hate me now

After all these fucking songs

But maybe that's exactly what

I would need to move on cause

You're happy now

And he seems like he adores you

I saw you in the cap and gown and I was

So happy for you I go

Through my day zoned out like

I bet your dad is so proud

I'd want a daughter just like you

A girl that could bring a boy round

Make him feel so loved

He waits at your bar till it close down

Sipping drinks he poured for me

We're just three but it's so crowded

So here go one last song

Honestly been so fucking long

And I'm still chasing who you wanted

What's the fucking point you're gone

You moved on with him

And as u should that's right where u belong

Can't be easy breaking someone's heart

I'm grateful you were strong

I'm the one that needs to wake up

Stop comparing girls to u

For the first time in my life

I actually wanna move

All my life I've been an immigrant

I've never had a home

And yet I'm stuck in the same place every night alone

I wake up the same way like every single time

My dog he needs to piss it's 8 AM the sun be shining

He saves me from the nightmare then he does his lil dance

Just me, my self disgust and the dog that puked in my hands

Baby it's just me and you (me and you)

Forever I'll get you through (I'll get you through)

We need to move on

Baby it's just me and you

Forever I'll get you through

We need to move on