Violent

I'm laying in my bed

Saturday at 10pm

Asking myself if i

Will have a lover or a friend

All this time i was hoping

I could find a way of coping

But i can't

I look at my reflection

I need to take some action

But i can't

I can't heal

Cause i'm guilty

To feel the way i feel

To feel the way i feel

Why am I so violent

Ah ah ah

With me

Ah ah ah

Why do i use all this violence

Ah ah ah

I'm so violent with me

With me

I keep talking to myself

I'm creating my own hell

Even tho i shouldn't

I'm so mean in my own words

Cause i like the way it hurts

I drag me down

I put the weight of the world on my chest

Trying to be perfect, but I'm out of breath

It's a battle inside, I'm losing my way

But I can't seem to stop, can't take a break

Why am I so violent

Ah ah ah

With me

Ah ah ah

Why do i use all this violence

Ah ah ah

I'm so violent with me