need to let go

They say

That I

Need to

Let go

And move on

With my

Life but

These scars aren't healing

All I feel is pressure

And I hate my anxiety

In case you needed a refresher

I still hate my mind and my body

I just wanna be, left alone, all the time

I can't stand, the guilt that I feel, when I lie

I say I'm fine

You don't need to worry

Nothing that she said to me could ever truly hurt me

I know they can see me as I grimace through my teeth

After all these years, I'm still sobbing on my knees

They say

That I

Need to

Let go

And move on

With my

Life but

These scars aren't healing

They say

That I

Need to

Let go

And move on

With my

Life but

I don't think I'm every gonna heal