Been having flashbacks

Still remember them nights I been having flashbacks

Late nights crying in that room I can't get past that

They ain't care if I'm okay they never ask that

Been having flashbacks

Been having flashbacks

Been having flashbacks

Late nights crying in that room I can't get past that

I still remember them nights I been having flashbacks

Late nights crying in that room I can't get past that

They ain't care if I'm okay they never asked that

Can't get stuck up on the past cuz I ain't tryna back track

And I can't let it get to me I can't go out bad

I did things I shouldn't have done cuz I was down bad

The memories keep flashing through my mind I hate the flashbacks

I really wish I could get past it

Had to suffer from my actions

The music ain't just a passion

The memories they keep flashing

Keep remembering all the stabbing

My back is punctured what happened

(My back is punctured what happened)

Gotta get through it and hide all the emotions

Can't let it get to me I gotta keep my focus

My heart is bleeding from all the times it tore open

I been drowning they flooded me in the ocean

Follow God I don't need coaches

The music help me with coping

Remember I couldn't even sleep

Just this mic in my hand and me

The only thing that brought me peace

I gave my all and got the least

The emotions were winning couldn't compete

All them nights I was feeling weak

Now I seek God he's what I need

(All I need)

Remember I couldn't even sleep

Just this mic in my hand and me

The only thing that brought me peace

(Just this mic in my hand and me)

Still remember them nights I been having flashbacks

Late nights crying in that room I can't get past that

They ain't care if I'm okay they never ask that

Can't get stuck up on the past cuz I ain't tryna back track

And I can't let it get to me I can't go out bad

I did things I shouldn't have done cuz I was down bad

The memories keep flashing through my mind I hate the flashbacks

(Memories keep flashing through my mind I hate the flashbacks)

I really wish I could get past it

Had to suffer from my actions

The music ain't just a passion

The memories they keep flashing

Keep remembering all the stabbing

My back is punctured what happened

(My back is punctured what happened)

I still remember I was to myself

Ain't even reach out even though I needed help

I put my feelings to the side and set em on a shelf

I was tryna help other couldn't even help myself

(Couldn't even help myself)

I just feel like it's been me myself and I

Just doing what I gotta do I'm tryna thrive

Tryna wash all of the pain up out my eyes

And throw away that old disguise

Cuz I'm tired of tryna hide

I thank the people that always been by my side

And the man who's up in the sky

Cuz he got me through all them hard times

(Yeah he got me through all them hard times)

Same visions everyday I'm kinda tired of it

I'm exhausted to be honest I'm just tired of running

All them people that changed on me I could name a hunnid

(Yeah I could name a hunnid)

Same visions everyday I'm kinda tired of it

I'm exhausted to be honest I'm just tired of running

All them people that changed on me I could name a hunnid

Still remember them nights I been having flashbacks

Late nights crying in that room I can't get past that

Still remember them nights I been having flashbacks

They ain't care if I'm okay they never ask that

I hate the flashbacks

But I still can't forget

I guess it's what it is

I still remember them nights I been having flashbacks

Late nights crying in that room I can't get past that

They ain't care if I'm okay they never ask that

Can't get stuck up on the past cuz I ain't tryna back track

And I can't let it get to me I can't go out bad

I did things I shouldn't have done cuz I was down bad

The memories keep flashing through my mind I hate the flashbacks

(I hate the flashbacks)

I really wish I could get past it

Had to suffer from my actions

The music ain't just a passion

The memories they keep flashing

Keep remembering all the stabbing

My back is punctured what happened

Still remember them nights I been having flashbacks

Been having flashbacks

I can't get past that

They ain't care if I'm okay they never ask that

Still remember them nights I been having flashbacks