I wrote it down in secret

Hoping you would read it

And find out just how hopeless I can be

I'm done reasoning with killers

Dragging every river

Looking for the corpse of who I want to be

I know

But please don't go

I need someone to see me

Operator, I can wait

And I don't care if I get through

Am I dying, is this fine? Am I only 22?

I don't wanna make do

I don't wanna hate you

But I do

I don't know how to feel it

Without someone seeing

And God knows I got all the eyes I need

I'm more than just a frightened

Dinosaur at night and

Cowering behind a holy murder scene

I know

I'm alone, but see

I ain't bleeding

Operator, I can wait

I don't care if I get through

Don't believe me, I been leaving

Since the day I noticed you

I don't wanna make do

I don't wanna hate you

But I do

Operator, I can wait

I don't care if I get through

Don't believe me, I been leaving

Since the day I noticed you

I don't wanna make do

I don't wanna hate you

But I do