I feel like potting soil, whenever I think of us

Trying to sprout up the thing I wish this was

You were just a little bug in the dirt

And I was lost in the ant farm

Tried to be your lucky charm

But why?

Why the hell should I even try?

I'll have to cry and pry you from my eyes

You were the beacon on a hill

And I was just a weed

Lost in the green

All alone

I wish that I could go back

And tell you everything

But I was scared of all my

Insecurities

And I

Think that I'd be your type

But those damn eyes

Kill me every time

But I'm Insecure

I thought I'd be the one

To teach you to play guitar

California beat me to the punch

I'm falling hard

You were just the one I'd never find

I'm hanging on by the grapevine

Try to make you change your mind

But why?

Why the hell should I even try?

I'll have to cry and pry you from my eyes

Let's plant a tree and watch it grow

And don't let go

You'll be the first to know

So

I wish that I could go back

And tell you everything

But I was scared of all my

Insecurities

And I

Think that I'd be your type

But those damn eyes

Kill me every time

But I'm Insecure

I'm Insecure

I'm Insecure

Yeah

I'm in a tidal wave

Yeah

What's new?

I'm screwed again

And I'm screwed again

I wish that I could go back

And tell you everything

But I was scared of all my

Insecurities

And I

Think that I'd be your type

But those damn eyes

Kill me every time

I wish that I could go back

And tell you everything

But I'm so scared that you won't

See the best in me

And I

Wish I could be your type

And we'll be fine

Put your hand in mine

But I'm Insecure