(Insanity)

I've been working for a year now

On this music nonstop like no one can interfere now

But I'm living in fear now

Cuz I woke up to this nightmare, I care about here now

Even when I sleep I'm awake, peek and I paint

A picture in my mind that's unreal that is fake

Thoughts enter my mind I should quit then I faint

Wake up like I'm blind couldn't see very straight, wait

I forgot to give my wifey a kiss before I left

No, wait, that was a dream that I had

She left you a year ago, accept it and clear your mind

Just look in the mirror tho, a shattered man is inside it

You were blinded and love did it to you

You were blinded and love did it to you

You were blinded and love did it to you

All I'm trying to say is 'don't let it fool you'

(Hook)

I am the blank page before you

I am the fine idea you crave

I live and breathe under the moon

And when you cross that bridge, I’ll come find you

(Jake Mackson)

Every time again, I feel the pain burning my soul away

Seeing Demons in the shadow

But reefer got me mellow

So Everyday Again I tell em, not today

They sleeping on the man though

Been dreaming bout the fans, shows

Leaving through the back door

Meeting with the bad girls

Praying for a next day

Cuz I've Been heartless and I've been broken hearted

But all along I was soul searching

I was lost cuz I was over cautious

And I was looking for the wrong person

But now it's all on me

We got lost cuz we hope we make out alive

Money liquor ladies homie, I ain't bout that life

Are Ye down to ride?

Or only act like ye is?

Stressing again, my thoughts lost in the wind

Try to love what I got cuz I'll be gone in the end, I'll be gone

(Hook)

I don’t have a skin like you do

To keep it all in like you do

I don’t have a soul like you

The only one I have is the one I stole from you?

(Jake Mackson)

I keep walking on this lonely road

I've been through shit, not even homies know

So I stopped believing in god or the Holy Ghost

Y'all don't even know me though

Romeo and Juliet love can be a fairy tale

It lets me down, but I keep my head up

Or At least I know the Mary will

With every pill, I come closer to my end

I know how it feels to be lonely as a man

I die for no one, not my homies nor my fam

Hope ye understand, I gotta keep it moving

Searching for the Land of the free

Let me speak to ye, but only as a friend

Let me pray for ye, got The Lord on my hand

My pencil as sword even before it began

I got lost in my thoughts, and they got lost in the wind

Let me die with ye, cuz I'll be gone in the end, I'll be gone

(Hook)

I don’t have a skin like you do

To keep it all in like you do

I don’t have a soul like you

The only one I have is the one I stole from you?

(Insanity)

I hide my emotions, highlighted the past

I died in a way that no one can understand

God damn, I ain't had a break in 4 years

Stuck in this circle, working, but is it worth it?

Cuz all the bullshit is getting to me it's all fear

But not fair, not there yet its cold here

Solo, I get it now it's all clear

They give a fuck about you until you're all there

All the way, but they disappear as quick as they came

I had enough of it all, I'm quitting this game

Not living at all better than live in pain

Cuz the way I feel now is inhumane

But he, save it, I don't need your sympathy

I know I got the strength in me, in me, the inner me

But riddle me this, the more love the more enemies

Fuck it I quit decided it this thing in me

(Hook)

I am the blank page before you

I am the fine idea you crave

I live and breathe under the moon

And when you cross that bridge, I’ll come find you