In the family picture I was more of a stain

For most, an anti boy-scout

I had my living, had my fun, my way

Until they plucked me it all out

Had to choose between madness of men

Or the virtuous pawn in the heavenly disneyland of faith yeah yeah

All of a sudden I was the one feared around

Can't say I was never a bit proud

Agonizing you would hear me crave

For that last grain of the mountain of salt

Agonizing you would hear me crave

To stick that rusty knife so deep in my throat

You heard me begging, you saw me in pain

And just ruled me all out

I picked some monsters as my pals, my friends

That was my easy way out

Had to choose between the madness of men

Or the virtuous pawn in the heavenly disneyland of faith yeah-yeah

All of a sudden I was the one feared around

Can't say I was never a bit proud

Agonizing you would hear me crave

For that last grain of the mountain of salt

Agonizing you would hear me crave

To stick that rusty knife so deep in my throat

Who wouldn't love to see me kneeling in pain

Had to choose between the madness of men

Or the virtuous pawn in the heavenly disneyland of faith yeah-yeah

All of a sudden I was the one feared around

Can't say I was never a bit proud

Agonizing you would hear me crave

For that last grain of the mountain of salt

Agonizing you would hear me crave

To stick that rusty knife so deep in my throat

Agonizing you would hear me crave

For that last grain of the mountain of salt

Agonizing you would hear me crave

To stick that rusty knife so deep in my throat

I'll tell you what, I'll tell you what

You've dubbed me the crybaby, huh

Just look into this

The wheel is going to spin

So you can repent a bit of your sins

Damn, that's what I'd do if I were on shoes, yeah