I get caught up in the future

When I'm just tryna catch up on laundry

It makes me feel like a loser

When I get overwhelmed by the wrong things

Cuz now I'm sitting here all alone

In the dark on my phone

Tryna drown out the feeling

Of feeling alone

It's exhausting

Cuz all I need to do is some laundry

(One two three)

If roses are red then I guess I'm violet

Cuz blue is the way that I feel inside when

My thoughts get loud

And I need some silence in my head

Don't wanna hear it again

Cuz if the grass is green why's it so hard to see it

I'm counting sheep but it's so hard to sleep

When I can't slow down

Even if I'm lying in my bed

Hoping tomorrow's not today again

And I never miss my appointments

Cuz I can never get myself to make one

And I never wanna feel annoying

So I never make the conversation about myself

Cuz I don't know how to ask for help

And I don't know if it even helps

Call my mom say I'm doing well

But I really hope she can't tell that

If roses are red then I guess I'm violet

Cuz blue is the way that I feel inside when

My thoughts get loud

And I need some silence in my head

Don't wanna hear it again

Cuz if the grass is green why's it so hard to see it

I'm counting sheep but it's so hard to sleep

When I can't slow down

Even if I'm lying in my bed

Hoping tomorrow's not today again

Hoping tomorrow's not today again

Hoping that I can feel okay again

Hoping this hope isn't wasting my time

I try and I try and I try but

If roses are red then I guess I'm violet

Cuz blue is the way that I feel inside when

My thoughts get loud

And I need some silence in my head

Don't wanna hear it again

Cuz if the grass is green why's it look like it's dying

If you're asking me I'll just say that I'm fine

When I know I'm not

I'm just out here doing what I can

Hoping tomorrow's not today again