I know alot of **** wishin I wouldn't make it out

Them **** scared to take a chance they took the safer route

Dont wanna fight then its ok shid we can shoot it out

Speak on me wrong now that's a shame you need to watch yo mouth

Aint have no father cause that cell that he was in and out

I hit the bottom i was stuck just sittin in a drought

It took some time without no help to figure this shit out

Aint have support so in my heart it was a

Alot of doubt

**** fakin i just knew that they would always change on me

I came from nun i slept on floos for covers i was using sheets

Was plenty nights we had no food and it was hard to go to sleep

What could i do the only male with all these females raising me

Seen motivation in the hood and knew that's what i wanna be

Them **** jugged and they was reckless that shit there gave me a dream

They flashin money gettin jewelry looked into the finer things

I watched my uncles whip it up until they got a diamond ring

I was so young and was so hurt that i had turnt my back on christ

We was so poor I thought the only other choice was suicide

And when my mama found them letters all my pain it made her cry

You did no wrong want you to know you did yo job and raised me right

Give thanks to god because of him right now i got a better life

You got yo options better choose before yo life get to decide

This ain't no game but if you want then you shoot and roll the dice

I keep it on me cause i know these **** wanna take my life

I know alot of **** wishin I wouldn't make it out

Them **** scared to take a chance they took the safer route

Dont wanna fight then its ok shid we can shoot it out

Speak on me wrong now that's a shame you need to watch yo mouth

Aint have no father cause that cell that he was in and out

I hit the bottom i was stuck just sittin in a drought

It took some time without no help to figure this shit out

Aint have support so in my heart it was a

Alot of doubt

You **** fake showed me the signs that you was gone switch up me

I kept it real I didn't have to but i showed my loyalty

Smile in my face but turn around then go on socials dissin me

You chose yo fate now it's too late

I let the situation be

Why did you change you'll never say but shid i might just have a clue

How could you change when i was in the same predicament as you

Cant play no games the way you changed that shit had threw me for a loop

I went insane cause you my dawg but you cut for a different group

You did me wrong alot of times but i just let it fly

And when you changed it hurt me deep a **** almost cried

But its ok cause now im grindin for a different prize

You had a chance to make it right but you got to much pride

I know alot of **** wishin I wouldn't make it out

Them **** scared to take a chance they took the safer route

Dont wanna fight then its ok shid we can shoot it out

Speak on me wrong now that's a shame you need to watch yo mouth

Aint have no father cause that cell that he was in and out

I hit the bottom i was stuck just sittin in a drought

It took some time without no help to figure this shit out

Aint have support so in my heart it was a

Alot doubt