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Broken Patterns
Hip-Hop/Rap
Broken Patterns 由 Monkey Do Ent. 于 2025年11月28日 发行,作为专辑“The Faultline Effect - EP”的一部分。
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发行日期2025年11月28日
唱片公司Monkey Do Ent.
语言English
旋律性
不插电
Valence
舞蹈性
能量
BPM100

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制作

出演艺人
Dylan Beaudry
Dylan Beaudry
说唱
作曲和作词
Dylan Beaudry
Dylan Beaudry
词曲作者
制作和工程
Dylan Beaudry
Dylan Beaudry
母带工程师

歌词

I built my peace in a house of collapse
Every promise I made turned into a trap
Smiled while I shattered, bled through the cracks
Played savior to souls that never looked back
I gave 'til I broke, then I broke some more
Tried to fix them while I rotted at the core
Now I see the pattern — every scar, every war
Was me beggin' love from a locked door
All that pain I thought was growth
Was just me learnin' how to choke
Every time I said "I'm fine,"
I was watchin' myself die slow
I'm done rebuildin' where I bled
They keep me beggin' for the pain instead
I been losin' sleep, tryna save what's dead
Now I see it clear, I'm done playin' scared
Self-love don't start 'til the heart gets bared
No more ghosts — I ain't theirs, I'm aware
I was addicted to the ache
Callin' pain my "higher state."
Chasin' chaos like it's fate
'Cause silence felt too late
Told myself that love meant loss
So I kept tradin' peace for a fucking cost
Every tear just fed the frost,
Till I learned what it meant to be lost
You can't heal in the same cage you died in
Can't pray for light when the dark's invitin
Every scar that I hide is a hymn
Every ghost I face makes me feel like him
Rip the stitches, feel it raw
Don't flinch — face every flaw
If the pain don't kill, it'll teach you more
Die once, come back reborn
I'm done rebuildin' where I bled!
They keep me beggin' for the pain instead
I been losin' sleep, tryna save what's dead
Now I see it clear, I'm done playin' scared
Self-love don't start 'til the heart gets bared
No more ghosts — I ain't theirs, I'm aware
All these broken patterns
Woke up in the wreckage, blood on the floor
Same old demons, knockin' at the door
Every time I heal, they test me more —
Guess peace don't come without a war.
Mind like a maze, I been loopin' for years
Same thoughts, same fears, same tears.
But now I see the pattern clear
I been handcuffed by the mirror
Healing hurts more than hell sometimes
But I'd rather burn honest…
than live numb again
This Patterns broken.
Written by: Dylan Beaudry
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