Closed doors, make vacuums

And vacuums make a fuck ton of noise

I've been laid back, chillin' in poise

Life's waves be 50-50, somethin' like a tossed coin

The sun at my back

Like you on the right path, attaboy

I moved a lot, never had a choice, that's why

My feet firmly planted in the Yoke

Like a

Egg fetishist

Tuh

Call so many places home

Wherever I go, I know I can just shelter in

My mom taught me, be the medicine

My auntie taught me, don't take no shit

My cousins, are my siblings

Family over textbooks and syllabuses

I don't know what a syllabus is, but I know love

Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know love

Before the alarms rang, I wanted to grow up

I didn't hold the reins

No elegí mi ropa, that was on mi madre

Before I knew the truth of what my aunts say

Mimic'd some sounds

There was no booth

Like a lost jay burning my youth

Adding smoke to the clouds

Found out they was gassing me up

I wondered if it's cuz I just wasn't enough

When I was young, I'm not a kid anymore

But some days I sit and wish I was a kid again

Before I knew about the money

I thought we was moving for fun

Come to find out, we was neutered of funds

From grandma's roof to grandpa's basement

Till we could finally run

Mom's was getting some payments, but it all leads back to home

No matter where I go

It seems I always end up right back in Holyoke

Right back in Holyoke

Back in the days when I was young

I'm not a kid anymore

But some days, I wish I was a kid again

Sometimes I wish I was a kid again

I was only worried if Peter Parker would stand up

He forgot who he was in times darker and thought

Man, I wasn't enough

All alone in a big city, and now the thought of that fucks with me

I'm stuck in Massachusetts

I can't leave

I won't leave

I should leave

I need to leave

Maybe I need to sleep

Or something to eat

Running on beats

Cause I'm stuck on a leash

It's all fun and games till it isn't is bleak

But

That sentiment speaks volumes to me

Thinking about back in the days

When I was young, I'm not a kid anymore

But some days, man, I wish I was a kid again

Sometimes I wish I was a kid again