Gone out of my fucking mind but still the passion burns

So show me a challenger, turn the scene to a massacre

The rattler of cages, back at it feeling spectacular

Ravager on the stage, getting faded and plastered afterwards

On another planet, don't know when I'm coming back to earth

Floating through oblivion, zoning cooking up batshit verses

I find a beat, get immersed in it, then I get right to work

And I word the feelings that brew underneath the surface

Searching for happiness cause I'm done with feeling deserted

Imperfect as all the others but with the pen I'm berserk

I've been surely blessed with a curse, I can feel adrenaline surging

I'm standing my ground and fighting back when my devils are lurking

Cause I've had it up to here with all their antics

All the fear and paranoia never fail to keep me stranded, keep me stuck

But once the cycle is broken, that's when another door opens

I focus less on the feeling and focus more on the moment

Keeping my head down and making sense

Of all this gloomy weather, I'm feeling drained and my brain's a mess

But that's just the depression talking, I'll keep raging against it

Finding my way through the trenches, bearing the rain from this tempest

Easing the weight in my chest when I take my pain and express it

Onto the page I'll be venting into the A.M, I'm restless

I've been too jaded and spent to even be wasting a second

Doing something that I don't wanna where my patience is tested

Been invested in a dream

I ain't aiming for perfection, I'm just penning what I think

And right now I think I need a couple seconds of relief

Man I'm a fighter, ain't accepting no defeats, no defeats

Won't surrender to my demons, that has never been a choice

Only leaving them destroyed, filling the silence up with noise

I'll get to lighting up a joint with hopes to find some fucking joy

Sometimes this life can disappoint, nosedive into the void