I seek the truth, in this desert sky fractured with exit wounds

Propitiating a constellation of moments, I've consumed

Ascensional ecstasy

I lift up above the rolling, mythic sands

Washing time away

Seconds with god

Seconds with she

Eyes, hot white and haemorrhaging tears

Of bleeding light. What can she see?

I feel the heat slowly closing in

I can see the spit hanging from my chin

A sycophant sipping from the spring

Obsequious, another fiend

Just show me a way

A way through the heat

Can she show me a way through the heat?

"Feel the pulse beneath the drone

We exist for that motion alone"

Slow

Hypnagogic

I roam a sunset dream

Eyeless in this haze, whispers of raqia reign

Five children spoke a truth, it glitters in rays of peach

"We all dissolve eventually"

I feel the heat swallowing me

I can see the spit gushing from my chin

A sycophant sipping from the spring

Obsequious, another fiend

Please just show me a way

A way through the heat

"Why do you resist that which may be all?

Why do you resist that which may be everything?"

"Fate and circumstance returns you to this moment

Where your thoughts fold in on themselves

And you pray for them to be whole again

But their wholeness is their illness"

"When will you understand?"

I'm frightened of understanding

I'm frightened of who I'm to be

"Fear is the eater of dreams."

"Breathe

Slow

Let the heat wash over you

Flow

Let it flow

Feel your mind sweat."

"Is this that which you have sought?"