Here we go again

Thought I was over it

But you're crawling in my mind

I mean no offense

But i'm a little ticked that you're

Breathing down my spine 'cause

I don't wanna feel like I once did

Oh I don't wanna hurt anymore

No no no

But every time that you come around me around me

I end up wanting more 'cause you're still

In my in my in my head

I think about you too often

You're making me lose control

All I all I all I know

Is you like to play with my hopes girl

You make me feel vulnerable

How long will this last

You got me like cigarettes and ash

I need you more now then when I had

Nothing to give and it's making me wish

I would relapse

I guess that I feel best when i'm in misery

It's the only time where I can get some rest

I've made mistakes and tainted all my memories

Now you're the only one that I got left

The truth is i'm addicted to love

The kind that makes you wanna kick scream

And cry enough to drown in all your tears

It's what you do to me that keeps me here

It's how you treat me now

Oh i'm alive when I look in your eyes

You know that i'm still so damn terrified

But I call it home when you hurt me

I'm destined to fly

With pain right beside me

It's easy to lie but

I'd rather die than defy you

I'd rather burn on a cross

Oh I can't help falling for all

Of your tricks up your sleeves

'Cause I kinda like what you're doing to me

In my in my in my head

I think about you too often

You're making me lose control

All I all I all I know

Is you like to play with my hopes girl

You make me feel vulnerable