I been trying all my life to tell the truth

I been hiding all these secrets since my youth

Demons in my room

Taken off their shoes

I thought we were bredrins

I guess they had me confused

They ain’t like the scary type that pull up with the gang

They don't t have no horns, they're like angels, they’re like fam

They’re like faithful, they’re like stans

It's why I never ran

Saw me searching, had me feeling like the man

They said we got something for the pain

Soothe the sickness

Risk it get through the day

And I said cool I need it can

Help me fight the feelings

That I hate

Wait

Now it's all going up in flames

Told them get out

They kept knocking

Had a dream that I was at sun in the sands

With a gun in my hands

Dancing with devils they're running the band

Told me come in the van

Hated the trip put the gun to my head

Nearly scuppered their plans

When I Woke up I knew i wasn't dead

Still got some in the tank

I'm running cos

I might need me some seraphims

Up to now i been settling

Writing this with no wedding ring

Cos my demons offered me better things

Thought they'd take me to higher places

Landed there I was miles away

The shame it made me feel isolated

Coulda opened up chose to hideaway

This bed I Made

It's where I lay

Fade away

Done crazy things for the high

This bed I Made

It's where I lay

Fade away

It don't feel that nigh no more