I’ve been counting all the steps from the bed to the sink

It’s the farthest that I’ve got in five days, maybe a week

Can I tell you a secret?

Can I tell you a secret?

I’ll pretend that it’s not eating me alive

Yeah, I’ll pretend that I’m doing just fine

I feel so temporary now everybody wants the best of me

Can I tell you a secret?

Do you promise to keep it?

I feel the tide start to rise and it’s drowning me

I’ll pretend that it’s not eating me alive

Yeah, I’ll pretend that I’m doing just fine

Can I tell you a secret?

Can I tell you a secret?

Everybody wants the best of me

Been searching far and wide for anything to heal the way I feel inside

But my shadow takes a toll

And every time that I try

To find some new peace of mind

I tear myself back down

When will it end

Please show me how

Look in the mirror and it’s troubling

Cause I can’t make out the person that I know I am

I’ll take 100 steps

Each one lighter than the last

So at least I’m moving forward and I’m never turning back

I’ll pretend that it’s not eating me alive

Yeah, I’ll pretend that I’m doing just fine

Can I tell you a secret?

Can I tell you a secret?

Do you promise to keep it?

Promise you keep it?

Can I tell you a secret?