I feel the cold air on my neck

I hear the whisper of your breath

Wonder if in some dimension you are here making the bed

All the creaks along the floor, just you walking through my door again

And I can feel myself surrender

As my bones sink in my bed

Oh and the sickness from December, it's like you never left

Waking up guilty again

Sewing back things that unthreaded

As if making amends

Would quiet all my resentment

I can feel myself surrender, surrender

I feel it hover over me

It crossed my eyes and both my cheeks

I'm scared if I breathe in too deep, I'll inhale a memory

I swear these walls grow everyday

But somehow you still fill the space

You dance around me

And I can feel myself surrender

As my bones sink in my bed

Oh and the sickness from December, it's like you never left

Waking up guilty again

Sewing back things that unthreaded

As if making amends

Would quiet all my resentment

I can feel myself surrender, surrender

You're so far but close to me

Like a spirit circling

Kiss my eyes and both my cheeks

I don't think you'll ever leave

You're so far but close to me

Like a spirit circling

Kiss my eyes and both my cheeks

I don't think you'll ever leave

Ever leave

I can feel myself surrender

Throw the towel and drop my gun

I can feel my heart surrender

And not tell anyone