Feel it on my skin

Getting in my teeth

The way it stains yeah

Kinda makes me sick

I scrub and scrub and scrub

Till i start to bleed

This nervous energy

Is creep creep creeping over me

Mmm i can’t let it sit

Chest is getting tight, blood is draining from my lips, i can’t lie

It’s at my fingertips

Bite my tongue, the words will never make it to my, make it to my

Push push push push keep it inside

Wish you were reading into the signs

Promise that i’ll tell you at the right time

So i push push through it, push push through it

Push push push push keep it inside

Wish you were reading into the signs

Promise that i’ll tell you at the right time

So i push push through it, push push through it

Staying on my mind

Getting me all choked

Don’t know how to say it when your hand is on my throat

I dodge and dodge and dodge

Till i’m switching sides

This fight or flight response is creep creep creeping over me

Yeah i’ve been here before

Stuck behind a gold frame, my plaque against the wall, make it change

Yeah i’m on a pedestal

I could try and jump but i will never touch the, never touch the

I didn't tell you

All of the things i wanted to say

They’re falling through

I pushed it all away

I never had the words to explain so i stay quiet

And push it all away

(push push push push)

Keep it on the inside, the inside

Never the right time, right time

Wish you were reading the, reading the signs yeah

So i push push through it push push through it