Salva Mea

How can I change the world

If I can't even change myself?

How can I change the way I am?

I don't know, I don't know

I wanna take a look at the world behind these eyes

Every nook, every cranny, reorganize

Realize my face don't fit the way I feel

What's real?

I need a mirror to check my face is in place

In case of upheaval, fundamental movement below

What's really going on? I wanna know

But yo, it don't show on the outside, so slide

Just below my skin, I'm screaming

I need a mirror for my spirit, yeah, can you hear it?

When I get deep, wanna hear my soul sleep

Not drowning, tumbling around and around in the voices

Like a crowd in my head so loud

I wonder what it's like to be dead

I hope it's quiet, noise in my head like a riot

Any remedy you have for me, I'll try it

Just below my skin, I'm screaming

I'm going deep, so deep that I can't sleep

The pills ain't cheap but the bills are steep

So I lick a fifth of booze and a spliff, try to snooze

But whose dream am I in? This is win or lose

Put down the drink, try not to think

Let it go, fundamental movement below

When your reality is dreaming

Just below my skin, I'm screaming