I remember, was the month October

In a garage, I was standing scared and somber

I could smell your breathing, and the pain you're leaving

So ashamed, I'm feeling

All now I am left to is fate

For all the times I'd be losing my mind

You molested, destroyed, just a five year old boy

How you'd make me suffer, motherfucker

Ripped my heart out

I was only…

I remember words that never left me

For a skull of silver here's what you'll do for me

If you tell, I'll kill you

Rip the child out from you

Wish that I could stop you

Please God, make this go away

For all the times I'd be losing my mind

You molested, destroyed, just a five year old boy

How you'd make me suffer, motherfucker

Ripped my heart out

Innocence was lost

And I feel it

I can't take it

I don't want it

Anymore

I was only five

And I feel it

I can't take it

Anymore

For all the times I'm losing my goddamn mind

Make me swear that if I saw you

I'd make you suffer, make you suffer

Motherfucker

For all the times I'd be losing my mind

You molested, destroyed, just a five year old boy

How you'd make me suffer, motherfucker

Ripped my heart out

I was only...

For all the times I'd be losing my mind

You molested, destroyed, just a five year old boy

How you'd make me suffer, motherfucker

Ripped my heart out

I was only five...