A Kid Called Panic

Hiding in the comfort of corners I guess in a way everybody hides Though I need my friends more than ever I don't want anyone by my side Who is that boy in the mirror Waving goodbye to the man? I can't seem to shake that sad feeling I'll never be who I really am (Though I'm lost I'm only one over the eight) (Good... bye) Goodbye Station 8, guess you've heard as of late I'll be drinking this night on my own I'm going away to my own special place Where I turn off the lights and the phone So won't you... Help, I need to escape, I don't belong in here Here's to my fears, sorrows and tears There goes another year He's that kid, with panic through the streets That no one really sees Oh, that kid looks hell a lot like me My friends that left town are returning They know that I'm too homeward bound I'm sick of their heads that keep turning Of nodding and saying I'm fine (I'm not fine) The 46-inch is my friend now I order my food to the door I suffocate on medication Those pills just can't do it somehow I shot myself down, August 2008 Now I carry this pathetic wound I don't even talk, I won't listen at all But I'm hoping that someday you'll call So won't you... Help, I need to escape, I don't belong in here Here's to my fears, sorrows and tears There goes another year He's that kid, with panic through the streets That no one really sees Oh, that kid looks hell a lot like me When I turned from the truth in a far cry from you Denied the hand of a friend that could help me through Mealy mouthed, unsure, afraid of it all Never confident but I know how to fall Know how to fall Say is it you outside the window? Coming home to me one last time? I swear I just saw your silhouette Sliding into the bedroom where angels blessed our skin Now only dust I am still knocking at your door But love doesn't live there anymore I know you'll be coming home again But nothing will ever be the same You're taking your things, returning my heart I curse my own pride as I'm watching the phone Is there anything happening at all? I drink til' I cry but just can't fall asleep Someone please give me a call Summer is over we've used all our dreams Now I tumble in blind memories You've changed your address, soon you'll change your last name, How I wish I'd change at all Help, I need to escape, I don't belong in here Here's to my fears, sorrows and tears There goes another year Help, I need to escape, but I do belong in here Here's to you love, wherever you are You're still inside of me As the last lover's sailing away in the night By the harbour retired romantics Left behind telling stories of how it was, oh So much better before... Before any of us fell in love Help, I need to escape, I don't belong in here Here's to my fears, sorrows and tears There goes another year Help, I need to escape, but I do belong in here Here's to you love, wherever you are You're still inside of me