I feel like I'm half complete

Trying to find my place in the sun and I run and I run and I run but I can't compete

My friends say I'm fine but I'm fraying at the seams

And I just can't sleep

My nightmares I keep through the day and they won't go away

And I taste defeat

Obsessed restless mind

I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time

But I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know

I'm trying, so hard

I'm trying, so hard

I'm trying, so hard

I'm trying, so...

As the morning begins

I begin to pack my things

I get my knickers in a twist and I wish and I wish for a short back and sides and a shirt and a tie

So I can fit in

Put some wind in my sails but I just can't breathe

To young to feel this old and old enough to know the weight I'm carrying

Obsessed restless mind

I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time

But I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know

I'm trying, so hard

I'm trying, so hard

I'm trying, so hard

I'm trying, so...

Nothing else left to do

Retreat into a fighting stance and I dance and I dance and I dance in these dead girls shoes

I can feel these troubled soles pulling me to the floor

And they just want more

With so much to lose

Hope went and died

A hearse by his side

2 gold coins in his eyes

Obsessed restless mind

I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time

But I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know

I'm trying, so hard

I'm trying, so hard

I'm trying, so hard

I'm trying, so...

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so...

I'm trying so hard

I'm trying so hard

I'm trying so...

I'm trying so hard

I'm trying...