Open up my eyes

Realize this is not what i intended so long ago

I look through your eyes

Understand my life with you has ended

So long

I'm declawed and i'm neutered

I'm gutted and dead

A lot of my friends say that

I ain't so right in my head

That's alright

It's gonna be okay

Everything is good

It's gonna be alright

My first thoughts broke hard

A vague dull ache that percolated

Through my skull just like a shot gun blast

Details are the worst; they are just your soul eviscerated

A vice that's holding fast

I'm defenseless and blissful

My mind is at rest

Everything is so peaceful

I'm blind but i'm blessed