It is grotesque to think we were labeled as friends

Looking out for my best interest

By denying me a safe place to rest

From being pushed off the wall

I stood with you on

I forgot how to tell the difference

Between all of this

Naïve and gullible

I keep telling myself

That you will get yours

All I see is smiles!

All I hear is laughter!

Reasons are smothered by frustration

Humanly unrecognizable

Saturated in the sweat and piss

Of the pigs that did not care

The ones that used me for a good time

Fail and lie again

Lie and run again

Run and die again