Your silence is disturbing

I can hear your inner shout

You are the monster in me

The monster who is bursting to get out

I am so complicated

There are so many of us

Deep inside, we get frustrated

Trying to keep all of us satisfied

You're obsessed with being on top

You're coming down on me like a raincloud

I'm the best, you'll never forget me now

You're going to have to keep me sedated

And never ever let me out

You've got to keep me suffocated

Before I breathe a word about it

I know that you're afraid of me

That's why you keep me shut up in this box

I will tell your secret

I'll the first to talk

You're going to have to keep me sedated

And never ever let me out

You've got to keep me suffocated

Before I breathe a word about it

Don't want to have to shut up or relax

My feelings about you now

Want to cry out loud

Shout at the sky

Try to let the truth come out

I know this is real 'cause I feel like bleeding

But pleading with you would suck

And right now I'm fighting for air

And it's not really there

But I don't want to give you up