Serenity

I used to be sober every second of my day

Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne

What the fuck in goin' on? My mom is sayin' rehab

Dad is sayin', "Russ, what the fuck?" Well, gee, Dad

What did you expect?

Dropped out of school to make beats

China needs this, Frank needs that

Ron needs a house on the beach

My best friend, Nick, got caught by police

They got him downtown, locked up, Rice Street

What the fuck we gonna do now?

Doomed now

We need an angel from above

Above

To come down

And show us love, show us love

I used to be sober every second of my day

Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne

What the fuck in goin' on? My mom is sayin' rehab

Dad is sayin', "Russ, what the fuck?" Well, gee, Dad

What did you expect?

It was me, one nice girl and a picture

Half brother and a half sister

It never hit me, wonder if they miss me

Tears fallin' down on the face of Jimmy

That's my dad, and his first son

Wonder 'bout my mom, was she gone? Was she numb?

I can't wrap my head around it, round it

And for the longest time

I was in the gray area, no shine

But the light shine bright on the truth

Now I'm drinkin' gin all night in the booth

Ah, I used to be sober every second of my day

Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne

What the fuck in goin' on? My mom is sayin' rehab

Dad is sayin', "Russ, what the fuck?" Well, gee, Dad

What did you expect?

God, grant me the serenity to accept

Things I cannot change

Courage to change the things I can

And wisdom to know the difference, yeah

I used to be sober every second of my day

Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne

What the fuck in goin' on? My mom is sayin' rehab

Dad is sayin', "Russ, what the fuck?" Well, gee, Dad

What did you expect?